November 2009
4 posts
THAT SOUNDS LIKE A CHALLENGE.
I like challenges ;)
That’s not the question.
The real question is..
WHAT WOULD. I NOT DO FOR YOU
Remembering Sunday -ATL
I don’t mean to be a bother but have you seen this girl? She’s been running through my dreams and it’s driving me crazy it seems.
October 2009
18 posts
FML
I’d rather just die then hear your lies. You’ve already done the damage.
Im suffacating. Is this almost over yet? Im tired and broken.
Im left all alone to wonder this place. Im falling back to you after all that we’ve been through just for you to let go.
Stand still I just want this moment with you. Your so beatuiful and Im lost here in your glow. To feel to fear here in the...
I love when that light goes off in my head ^^
I will not stop. I will not break. Im finally realizing anything worth having is worth waiting. Anything that takes time will turn into something amazing. I use to think something was wrong with me.. that I wasnt good enough.. maybe its because I never stayed around long enough. Things are diffrent now.. Im not going any fucking where. I will stay right here.. forever if I have to.. cause you mean...
Just tell me what you want.. and I’ll do whatever it takes.
“Lyrics to Friends And Alibis :
Oh, I hate to be the one to bear the bad...”
Tonight :(
So the corn maze was tonight.. I didnt have an ounce of fun in any way. Like it really sucked. I should have gone with the other group.. it would have been way better. Now Im mad at myself for making this mistake but I promise.. I wont make the same mistake again.
Im also kinda dissipointed in certain ways.. but whatver.. I should expect this.
Tonight was shit.. I wont let this happen again.. I...
Tumbularity
My Tumbularity = (equals) 0 (zero) xD
Im so cool. Im at zero XD
not. haha
Life isn’t so great right now.. You are one of the few things that keep me here and from saying fuck everything. I love you. I don’t even care if you don’t feel the same. :)
Nights
I want to lose sleep over you baby but my body won’t let me and it’s pissing me the fuck off x(
Those three words are not easy for me to say.. I’ve said them before and meant it. I want to tell you but I don’t know if you want to hear it. It has to mean more then just words. I just hoping you feel this way.. I wish this night would reverse.. I’d do things diffrent and things would be better then they are right now. Till next time I guess :\ I will wait for you
Me and You
What we have is AMAZING.
What we COULD have.. is even more amazing.
:)<3
Diffrent
Lately Ive noticed that any guy who has long hair is emeditetly loved by girls.. I now start thinking about growing my own hair long too so Ill look like all those guys who are “hott” but then I start to think.. I’m diffrent.. One of a fucking kind.. Basicly ireplaciable right now.. And I want to stay who Iam.. I just wish who Iam was good enough :/
Funny convo in Disney xD
Me: Hey Matt did Becca ever txt you back?
Matt: Yeah she just dosent have that same intensity she did..
(Matts phone rings and vibrates)
Matt: OH NEVER MIND. SHE WANT TO FUCK ME.
Me: WHAT!? HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA(Hahahahahahhhahhaahahaha) NO WAY!
Matt: Hahahahahaha! Nah Im just playin bro!
(My phone goes off)
Me: NOW SEE SHE WANTS TO FUCK ME!!
xD
It was hilarious XD hahahaha
Don’t treat me like I’m playing a game Cause baby I don’t want to lose Baby I don’t want to risk it all for you.
GAH
ALL THESE KISSING PICTURES…. I WANTS KISSES NOW.. AHHHH!!
;) ..Will you give me some?
HOME SWEET HOME :D
Disney was amazing.. land of dreams and make belive, it was awesome.
I miss all you guys tho.. ALOT!!!! :(
September 2009
46 posts
It’s a tug of war between my heart and brain.. it shall be the death of me.
You ever think.. What if?
Well.. Im pretty confused. But what else is new.
Taekwondo today then going to get what I need for the dance and DISNEY trip :D
Love you guys :/
Ive decide.. NO HAIR CUTS FOR A LONG TIME.
Im going go grow it VERY LONG.
This could take forever tho xD
RANDOM FACTS:
My turn!!
*when I was a baby I had EXTREAMLY curly hair
*I learned how to ride a motorcycle before I learned to ride a bicycle (This is 100% true, you can ask my parents)
*I went to kindergarden twice because my mom “wanted me to have more fun before I had to start learning things”
*Im not scared of hights untill Im at the top
*I dont have a favorite color.. I like pretty much all...
Im going to invent something that BLOWS PEOPLES MIND. That way I will not have to worry about life and all I’ll have to do is figure out what I want to spend loads of money on till I die.
Great plan right? Haha.
Have you ever thought about something so much its slowly making you go insane but you can NEVER find an anwser or a way to make things better or to even let things go and froget about them or just decide what it is that you want in life or from people in general?
This is basicly where Im at right now.
?
Dentist this morning. Bleh. Then Taekwondo :D
testing this friday for PURPLE BELT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT WAIT!
:DDDDDD
You Are So Beautiful..
You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love Beautiful, you are the kinda girl, that has the chemicals That makes me fall in love So now i’m feeling like a slave I’m locked away inside this grave And i’m hoping for a way i can be saved You know that there will come a day when i just have to say, you;re just another one of my...
Everything happens for a reason. I just wish some things didn’t happen.
Woah
Thinking about what will happen in a few years is kinda scary.. Possiably never or hardly seeing the people who make life bareable.. Mad scary. :( but new people fill those holes, which is good I suposse.
(Last name EVER fist name greatest)
I dont feel so great in your eyes tho..
You say “everything, its all well and good” but I see right through you.. I just cant figure you out completly.
Today-
Went to the Food Festival with the rents, I saw a bunch of people I havent seen in awhile it was awesome, basicly chilled there then stayed there till austin took me by my house to grab my car then went to his house and chilled there with his sister and Garret. Today was mad fun.
Going to the food festival today in wendell.. MMmmmm food :) haha
Tumblr notes are starting to scare me..
ten percent luck, twenty percent skill Fifteen percent concentrated power of will Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain And a hundred percent reason to remember the name! Plus another twenty percent skill Eighty percent fear Btter be a hundred percent clear.
“Try’n mess with my homies Ima straighten you out A-S-A-P
Try’n...”
– T.I.
I wish some people would just say what they want insted of talking in circles or just ignoring what they want.
Taekwondo today then running some errands, after that back home for school.
I love my friends.
They complete me :D
I guess I just cant compare.. why do I try.
No feeling of worth..
I feel about an inch and a half tall..
Fuck my life.
MY LIFE YOUR ENTERTAINMENT -T.I.
“My life, your entertainment You watch it while I live it You waitin’ for me to lose it I guess I’m just here for your amusement
He said and she said (what) I did what, with they (who) No not me I said (not me) she gave me no head (ooh) Won’t get me again (hey) I pleaded the fifth (hey)
in’ and flashing lights can blind your...
Today.
School = DEATH.
Ci Ci’s tonight tho!
Anyone else going tonight?
Tomorrow night can’t get here fast enough!!
(I kissed your lips you pulled my hair it was the crazyest thing, I love the girls who love to hate)
My life's song right now.
GIVEN UP -LINKIN PARK
Stuck in my head again Feels like I’ll never leave this place There’s no escape I’m my own worst enemy I’ve given up I’m sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say? Take this all away I’m suffocating! Tell me what the fuck is Wrong with me?! I don’t know what to take Thought I was focused but I’m scared I’m not prepared...
“Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in...”
– By Myself - Linkin Park